"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
1:50 AM
1:50 AM
Monday, April 6, 2009
feeling really really upset..!!
ARGHHH!!!! I can't stanfd thiz anymore.. first i'm a ggod fren, then i'm not?? WAT THE?? why muz all of you be so so fake to me..?? i don get it.. why why why??!!!!!!!! even my own sister.. wat happened to her?? she's blamin me for helpin her??? blamin me for tellin her love 1 wat to do??? blamin me for bein so so damn bossy??!! i don get it.. i am her sister.. but why muz she do thiz to me?? now that she'd said tat, i won't do or say anythin anymore!!!!!!!!!!!!! i juz can't take it any longer.. it's been a long long long time.. i can't imagine how much i've hurt myself for the past few day!!!!!!! my heart is tearing apart!!!!!!!!! NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i can't do this anymore.. i juz can't.. and to those ppl who are not supposed to be in this case, please mind your own bussiness.. don come bossin around tellin me wat i should or should not do.. wat the hell is ur problem??!!!!! u don like me for wat?? for bein so bossy over my sis' lover?? well... if it is so, why can't u juz tell me urself??? muz let my sis tell me stuffs tat u say.???? u are not tat goodalso rite?? havin a boyfriend but thinkin of someone else?? wat the ****.. i donb get u man.. juz stay out of this!!!!! i don wanna talk bout this anymore.. i juz can't bare with the pain and the misery in my damn heart now!! it's juz too much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!