"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
8:33 AM
8:33 AM
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
It'z a BIG BURDEN to carry!!!!!!!!!!
heylo there.. it's been awhile.. many many things have gone through my mind nowadays.. i am messaging this guy.. he's 2 years elder than me.. it's been quite some time since this had been goin on.. i think i am starting to fall for him like what i've fall for the other guy.. but here's the thing.. i think it's very very dangerous for me to like a guy now.. it's bcoz if i get hurt another time.. i'm not sure whether i can stand it anymore.. the first time had already left a very very very deep cut in my heart.. if it happens again.. i dunno what expect.. i wonder whether i could ever fall for any other guy ever again.. plz tell me what to do!! it really suck to have this burden with you all the time.. it gives you the fear to really fall for someone.. i'm really afraid that i might get hurt another time.. plz.. TELL ME WHAT TO DO!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm really confused now.. i really hate to carry this heavy burden with me.. it hurts!!!!! A LOT!! =( i'm really afraid that he's jus giving my false hope.. no one has any idea how false hope can hurt me.. i really hate false hopes.. so, if you are attached, don give me false hope like someone else!!!!