"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
10:43 PM
10:43 PM
Friday, March 13, 2009
another dream of him
i'm not sure why he is in my dreams this few day.. it's as if like i don have anyone else to dream of.. but this time, it's a little different.. here it goes.. i was with him and all his cousins (the cousins i noe) .. then i was there wit my form for sponsorship.. it was then when i started talkin to him.. i was askin for sponsors for some camp-which i'm not sure.. and then he said "u really want it from me?? can i not give u any??" and i answered "______, don so bad la.. i really need it la.. Please??" and he said in front of his cousins "if i don wanna give u $$ buti give you all my heart, will you take it??" i blushed and said "wat about your girl?? you two seem to be in love for quite some time dy.." he said " i don't even had a girl.. i was juz lying to you all the time.. trying to get your attention.. but u don't seem to be anxious.. u juz act like u don care.. which hurts me a lot".. "i am hurt everytime u said something sweet to tat someone-i dunno who.. it makes my heart bleed!!" i was crying when i said tat.. then he stood up and gave me a warm hug.. i was still crying-blaming him for lying to me, hitting his chest gently as if he is mine.. then he brought me somewhere very nice, cooling and romantic for dinner.. it was that time when i suddenly woke up.. thinking that this could not happen to me.. if it does, then it's a miracle!! i went to view his personal message ar his MSN.. it made me realise tat it was juz an ordinary dream of him!! i felt so stupid to think tat he actually broke up.. but i prefer it to be this way.. th's better than holdin a relationship.. although it hurts, it's ok with me.. i've been going through this for the past 4 months.. so.. i'll be fine!!